I was going to have a chill out session with some friends till I got off a phone call that upset me. I mean, who wouldn’t be upset if someone points out your flaws and blames you for your past when the conversation initially started so well? Obviously, my mood was ruined and I didn’t talk to them because I was too concerned with holding back my tears. None of my friends have seen me cry and neither do I want them to see me at my weakest point. I know they’ll try their best to comfort me but really, that’ll make me cry even more. As much as I would love to spend time with them, I highly doubt a fake laugh or smile will do the job. I’m crawling up in bed now whilst everyone is downstairs doing fun things.

They must think I’m a fucking loser. Well, I am. 

go and piss off okay fahmi? fucking upsetting me with something that was long gone.

And fuck your ‘mysterious’ shit personality